I was thinking....

the other day about whether or not random people bitch about me. Here's the thing... if someone is an idiot while driving and almost wrecks me or cuts me off, I go into work complaining about "that freaking moron who doesn't know how to drive" and how he/she tried to run me off the road. So I was wondering how many stories I've been the star of as "that freaking idiot" didn't see me and cut me off. Or that "freaking idiot" was in the fast lane driving 50 mph when the speed limit was 55!

I once heard someone say that everyone thinks they are the best driver out there.

"Anyone going slower than me is a moron and anyone going faster is a jackass."

so my problem....

with posting is that I always think of something that I want to write about during the day. Some frustration or whatever and then by the time I get home and on the computer to update, I forget what I wanted to say. I have a terrible memory.

All I'm saying...

is that watching movies for me is an attempt to escape reality for a few hours... why in the world would I want to watch something with a depressing/horrible ending?

I just don't understand the point of watching movies like that. The movies I've seen recently either have a non-existent ending with nothing actually happening or everyone dies.

What the hell? Life is already depressing and miserable. I just don't know why I need to pay to see something that I can watch on the news at night. People die tragic deaths in real life. I don't need to see it on the silver screen or whatever it's called.

movies and books

I recently read Great Expectations by Charles Dickens. What a freaking depressing book. Everyone is miserable throughout the entire book, and in the end, everyone is still freaking miserable! I know I'm a dork for reading it, but I love to read. Classics are usually so much fun to read because it gives one a sense of the past or what was going on... I mean even Jane Austen's novels had happy endings. The girl got the guy. There's always some drama along the way, but everyone who's anyone ends up in love and happy. Who wouldn't love Mr. Darcy?

Romance novels are so cheesy sometimes, but after a good cry and laugh, everyone ends up happy.

It's the same with movies for me.

Okay... so i really love romantic comedies. I love the happy endings. Nothing makes me happier (okay very little) than a nice clean cut happy ending. (oops. that sounds a little pornish) I just like for everything to work out. The good guys win and the bad guys get what they had coming to them.

life is insane!

I never thought that it would be that damn difficult to work full time and go to school part time. It has been an insane time.

The biggest problem with getting on the computer is that I'm on the damn thing all day long. And then I come home and get online to check Oncourse (the only system for school). I'm usually tire of sitting in a chair at a desk by then.

I despise talking on the phone. I work in a call center environment. Let me tell you... after talking to *extreme sarcasm* lovely intelligent people all day long, I don't want to talk anymore! I love my family, but seriously... calling me six times in a row is not going to make me any more likely to pick up the phone. If it's that freaking important leave a message!

I know everyone is thinking "poor me." Well why not? everyone else has the the poor me attitude. I listen to it everyday all day long. Poor me.